I don’t know how to describe it, and I don’t know what it is, but something feels very different in me today. It took all day to get to this change. It didn’t happen at precise moment in time. I notice there is a fire in me. A burning, a yearning for something more.

Maybe its a culmination of all the things I have been relentless, tirelessly trying to do to get be better, get me beyond the point of despair.

I really don’t know what it is. I don’t know how long it will stick around. It feels like a beacon of hope for me.

I thank God for this reprieve, however temporary it might be.

Lots of love,

Kate