Tag: plant medicine
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Why is love so hard for me to accept?
I skipped yesterday’s post due to exhaustion and and a really rough night. More on that later, once I’ve unpacked it. Last night was rough and the most beautiful experience. The first part I can remember was every cell in my body being filled with love. It was like a bad dream and physically and… Read more
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All I need is love
Last night was interesting, confusing and when I woke this morning I couldn’t remember anything from the night before, except the last experience. I could remember a Being coming to visit me when I was back inside the house in the aircon. I had said repeatedly ‘I am not done yet’. So I was both… Read more
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I am here to fight for my Little Girls
I am not used to doing these blogs so early in the day. It does feel good. Take note, Kate, of this feeling of achievement being a long way from bedtime. I keep telling myself I don’t know what my intention for this ceremony or weekend is. But that is a lie. I do know.… Read more
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I’m still just a lost little girl
I arrived at the retreat location after more than 12 hours of transit time. Hardly any sleep again. You’d think I’d be used to this by now. I don’t know what my intention will be. Probably need a decent sleep to be able to muster the courage to write it all out. Thoughts swirling all… Read more
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Today was horrendous
My Dad said this to me when we walked in the door of our hotel room, well past our bedtime, at about 10.30pm. “Today was horrendous” he reckons. It stopped me in my tracks, like a comment like that normally would. Only this time the tension was broken, surprisingly, by my own laughter. His defences… Read more
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I am doing well and I am very depressed
Two things can be true at the same time: I am doing well, and I am very depressed. It felt really good to admit that today and say it out loud. I have made a lot of progress in the last few weeks, even though it doesn’t feel like that in my day to day.… Read more
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The hardest I have laughed in a long time
Today was a good day. I woke up at 6am, bright and ready for the day. I only went to bed at 1am and so cut myself a break, made my plant medicine and then went back to sleep. After all, my plant medicine works best when I am sleeping. I did have some sort… Read more