Tag: heartbreak

  • Blindsided, betrayed, broken hearted: another Saturday

    Every step in my healing career has been a surprise, and yet today took me completely unawares. I don’t know how much I have in me to detail what happened. A supposedly close confidant took action on my behalf without asking my permission, input, feedback. This person has been in my corner for a long… Read more

  • Easy for you to say

    I don’t know how to write this. I don’t know how to move forward. Today was very low. The first really low day I’ve had in a while. The depth of this low was something I haven’t felt in sometime, possibly more than a year. That’s progress, I guess. Today I wished I wasn’t alive.… Read more

  • Happy sadness

    My parents leave for their next leg of their trip and I am not going with them. Today when I checked in with Little Kate, she told me she was sad, and that it was happy sadness. I stopped myself from thinking more about my parents’ departure to prevent myself from wailing like a separation… Read more

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