Tag: healing
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All I need is love
Last night was interesting, confusing and when I woke this morning I couldn’t remember anything from the night before, except the last experience. I could remember a Being coming to visit me when I was back inside the house in the aircon. I had said repeatedly ‘I am not done yet’. So I was both… Read more
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Getting comfy being uncomfy
It’s really late and I don’t want to be doing this. It feels significant. It’s going really well with my parents. Is it just me that’s different? I set up my bedroom for my parents to sleep. A few months ago I set up an alter of love for myself. Many mementos, an ode to… Read more
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I grew a little bit taller today
I got to talk to my Mum how I wanted to this morning. While making my plant medicine brew, I asked her if she would like to smell it. She accepted my invitation and asked me what it was like, if it had helped me. I can safely assume all of this is so strange… Read more
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The kids are alright
Today was perfect. The Little Girl in me could feel the love from my parents. I hadn’t really decided as such, coz I hadn’t thought about it. I just showed up exactly as I am, and was met with so much love. In my current form, this is a huge achievement for me. Because I… Read more
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Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear
‘Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear – not absence of fear.’ – Mark Twain Today I faced myself in a way I have not done before, and I have fought many battles against myself and my past. I faced a part of me that I buried somewhere deep inside of me. I forgot,… Read more
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Denial is not just a river in Egypt
We are going for the trifecta. Three major life event dates falling three days in a row. Today is the anniversary of my abuser’s death. This is the first time I have known this date since it happened. One of the benefits of my memories being wiped. When I found out my Grandad’s death, I… Read more