I can feel how intense the integration of the last week’s events is going to be. What brings up the tears easily is thinking of the love I was given and offered this last week. I am in disbelief of it, probably because if I felt the weight of it, I am not sure I would be able to stop.

I need to make time to be with my sadness, to be with my tears.

I can’t wait to be home and back with Cora. Thinking of her makes me wanna cry too. She has got me through so many dark days.

I sat under a bridge tonight waiting for the bats to come out. Sometimes life gives you what you need, not what want. Maybe sitting under the bridge, sitting with my thoughts, amongst the trees along the river’s edge is exactly what I needed.

Lots of love,

Kate