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Drowning in hopelessness and helplessness
The hopelessness and helplessness is overwhelming today. Confirmation that nothing I do has any impact. My life is chaos. Every time I try to take action to alleviate…
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6 months clean today
I am 6 months clean today. I forgot about it until just before. I am not even sure how I feel about it. I half cried before. The…
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You are now entering the Anger Zone
Today was confusing as hell. I think I experienced all the main emotions. My thoughts are currently everywhere, my head hurts and my heart’s a mess. I made…
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15 minutes of grief
I gave the idea of 15 minutes of grief to a friend recently. Today when I woke up, I was everywhere at the same time. As I followed…
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You do not have to carry this
This morning I went to a sober dance meet with a friend for their birthday. It was my first time there. I have wanted to go for so…
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An unexpected perspective shift
It’s hard to know what to write today. I feel myself getting sick of these late night entries. I feel called to shift my entire day, my energy…
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